She took off with my heart and decided she's not coming back."so first you accept that but know that you're no longer in the wrong
because you already paid for it, you did yr time
and then you accept that she's changed and the jo that loved you with everything is dead and this isn't jo therefore you no longer want her and she no longer is able to love you like before
and lastly you let go of the old jo and stop hoping that she'll come back
the more you want/beg/hope
the more it isn't gonna happen
and even if it did, what good would that do you?
so you best hope it doesn't happen so you can finally move the fuck on
and be the yh i know
that sees the world as beautiful when she is with me
that makes me laugh when she smiles
the yh that can make a joke out of anything because thats simply who you are.
and know that whether you are that yh or this crazy depressed one whos out of love, i love you no matter what.
i always have and i always will."
Thank you.
But i still cried my eyes out.