Guide the Car, You`ve got the Keys

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one,
To build me up and tear me down,
Like and old abandoned house.
What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep,
Guess i let you get the best of me.
You took a hammer to these walls, dragged the memories down the hall.
Packed your bags and walked away, there was nothing i could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up.
So did my eyes so i could see, that you never were the best for me.

J, you loved me best, hands down.
You were all the faith i needed to get my love life back at that time.
Your "love you to death"s kept me alive.
But right now you're so caught up with your studies i've to struggle with the pain every single day.
My bad, i didn't treasure you enough, period.
When all you wanted was to feel loved and i didn't meet that mark, i regret that, no doubt.
But it's beyond me to bring back time.
All i can say is that, i've loved you.