Guide the Car, You`ve got the Keys
Monday, February 2, 2009
Life has pretty much been monotonous.
Drowned in qoutes of how to be a better person, how to succeed in life, it`s pretty much the same cliche stuffs going on in school.The only thing different is the way i`m responding to all these.Cut the crap, I`m trying my best in every way that i can to undo wat nots that has happened last year, to clean up my act, to lift the chins up of those i`ve disappointed once again.It hasn`t been easy, with my dad pounding facts at me as though drilling into my inner self, that i do not match the person he wanted me to become in his visions. Sarcasm has been spilling out from his mouth like acid onto my heart, my face.Where am i to place my pride then, or am i in no positions to be requesting for all these, simply because, i failed to meet up to his expectations?
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Then there`s a day known as the 29th of Jan when i should allow nothing but happiness reach me. I thank all those again for going the extra mile to make my 19th special. To those who wished me (even if it was cos of the banner and that you`ve never spoken to me before), thank you too.
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So it was supposedly the first day of school, because the J1s`re in already. Cramps got the better of me and i came home the moment i could. It`s dumb to make us join in the orientation. Screw that.
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Today`s supposed to be special but what i don`t see anything coming out from it since we`re all busy people. Well there`s so much to say but i`m getting tired because i drank milk hahah (shh).
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I`ve been so caught up in tackling my stupid life that i`ve missed out on friendship maintenance. That sucks. This is such a frank post you seldom get that here, are you glad?
Drowned in qoutes of how to be a better person, how to succeed in life, it`s pretty much the same cliche stuffs going on in school.The only thing different is the way i`m responding to all these.Cut the crap, I`m trying my best in every way that i can to undo wat nots that has happened last year, to clean up my act, to lift the chins up of those i`ve disappointed once again.It hasn`t been easy, with my dad pounding facts at me as though drilling into my inner self, that i do not match the person he wanted me to become in his visions. Sarcasm has been spilling out from his mouth like acid onto my heart, my face.Where am i to place my pride then, or am i in no positions to be requesting for all these, simply because, i failed to meet up to his expectations?
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Then there`s a day known as the 29th of Jan when i should allow nothing but happiness reach me. I thank all those again for going the extra mile to make my 19th special. To those who wished me (even if it was cos of the banner and that you`ve never spoken to me before), thank you too.
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So it was supposedly the first day of school, because the J1s`re in already. Cramps got the better of me and i came home the moment i could. It`s dumb to make us join in the orientation. Screw that.
-
Today`s supposed to be special but what i don`t see anything coming out from it since we`re all busy people. Well there`s so much to say but i`m getting tired because i drank milk hahah (shh).
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I`ve been so caught up in tackling my stupid life that i`ve missed out on friendship maintenance. That sucks. This is such a frank post you seldom get that here, are you glad?
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